?????????可???他???心???里???不???得???劲???，???原???先???没???遇???见???看???不???着???的???时???候???就???算???了???，???现???在???回???了???他???身???边???，???还???受???苦???，???他?????不???清???什???么???滋???味???。

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        ?????????明???明???应???白???很???坚???强???，???很???独???立???，???什???么???苦???都???能???吃???，???可???都???来???了???他???身???边???，???他???就???应???该???把???她???保???护???得???好???好???的???，???不???吹???一???点???风???，???不???落???一???滴???雨???，???每???天???唯???一???要???担???心???的???，???就???是???是???不???是???长???胖???了???。

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